There’s always gonna be that point in everything you try or work hard to do where you ask yourself if you should just give up or keep going. Like I always say we’re only human, we have our weak moments. The quickest way to determine if you should or not though, for me at least, is to see if you’re getting something out of it or how far you’ve gone with it. Everything that requires effort are usually beneficial, if it isn’t then you’re just wasting your time.
Nothing lasts forever they say but that shouldn’t be an excuse to appreciate things less. We’re too afraid to miss something when it goes, we end up letting good things pass us by. Its not about the future its about now, if you miss it if it ever leaves then that just indicates that you had something good.
I don’t want cute photos, videos, public display, random presents or trips to Disneyland. I just want someone that will stay, will be loyal, honest and trustworthy. I don’t wanna commercialize what we have, people can know about us but not our business.
I want a realationship, not some Tumblr or movie inspired fantasy brought to reality. It doesn’t have to be perfect because lets face it nothing ever perfect is real, it just has to last and someone that will help me make it last.
Its sad how some fucked up people get the really good ones only to screw them over without realizing the possibility of that person turning into someone like themselves.
We don’t need more assholes in this world, if you wanna play a game, play fair. You think you’re so slick and strong, you playing with people who aren’t even aware of the game just shows how weak you are.
We like the challenge but not the pain but still we go for what we can’t attain. Over and over we say not again but we fall and stumble just as much as we say we’d never anymore. We all have weaknesses and some people are just really good at finding those. Most will take advantage, very few will treasure. Why are we so hungry for it though? The only thing I can think about is maybe because its almost rare to catch that feeling these days or even see it in between two people. Not only that it makes us feel good but it something to boast about. It could be some sort of self confirmation, something we need to prove to ourselves. I don’t know, whatever it is and however you deny that you don’t we all are looking and wanting it.
Sometimes when your hurt its best to just expose yourself to it, to the reason for it instead of avoiding it. That way you can either get used to the pain or have enough of it to push you into moving on.
Just a quick tip - relationships :
When you’re in a relationship with someone; never ever speak with what you’ve done in the past, sexual wise. Where you’ve done it, with who or whatever detail about it. The last thing they’d want is an image of you fucking someone else in their head.
Call me shallow but I having extremely fucked up teeth is such a turn off to me. It doesn’t have to be straight and perfect but at least just no gap in the middle or dark secrets in between a couple of teeth.
Sometimes its just best to know less. Having so much knowledge on everything going on around you just makes you realize how many things you’re missing out on. Some things I wish I never introduced myself to.
Do whatever you can when and while you can. Who cares about mistakes everyone makes them, some are just great on covering them up. What I learned about them is if you’re more open about them, it’ll haunt you less inside. If you’ve accepted your mistakes no one will make a big deal out if it either. People will only talk about something that you’re trying to hide.
I believe in the cliche saying that if they can’t take you at your worst then they don’t deserve you at your best. Every person is a package, comes with both good, bad and more; but its not each part that makes the person its all of them put together. Its almost like your favorite food, if you eat the ingredients individually the taste won’t be as pleasant as they would be mixed together.
Getting my Britney on at 6am, haha.
I think Blackout is my favorite album of hers. Even with the lack of publicity, the album did really well, she didn’t even go on tour nor was she at her best. Its one of the very few good things that came out of that downfall. Plus, the songs on this album completely describes me, for the most part. They’re all so sexual, empowering, and flirtatious at the same time to a different level and of course like the rest of her songs, fun!
I love you Brit.